Well people....

I'll be leaving tomorrow for New Orleans, along with my boyfriend and his father. I'm not sure how long I'll be there, but the contract stipulates the least amount would be three months, all the way up to a year and a half. Some of you I have lost touch with completely, or just haven't seen you as much as I'd like to. I'll miss everyone anyway, and I'm hoping for the best with all of this.

I'm gonna be here for you baby
I'll be a man of my word
Speak the language in a voice that you have never heard
I wanna sleep with you forever
And I wanna die in your arms
In a cabin by a meadow where the wild bees swarm

And I'm gonna love you like nobody loves you
And I'll earn your trust making memories of us

I wanna honor your mother
I wanna learn from your pa
I wanna steal your attention like a bad outlaw
I wanna stand out in a crowd for you
A man among men
I wanna make your world better than it's ever been

And I'm gonna love you like nobody loves you
And I'll earn your trust making memories of us

We'll follow the rainbow
Wherever the four winds blow
And there'll be a new day
Comin' your way

I'm gonna be here for you from now on
This you know somehow
You've been stretched to the limits but it's alright now
And I'm gonna make you a promise
If there's life after this
I'm gonna be there to meet you with a warm, wet kiss

And I'm gonna love you like nobody loves you
And I'll earn your trust making memories of us
I'm gonna love you like nobody loves you
And I'll win your trust making memories of us

Rascal Flatts - Bless The Broken Road Lyrics 
I set out on a narrow way many years ago
Hoping I would find true love along the broken road
But I got lost a time or two
Wiped my brow and kept pushing through
I couldn't see how every sign pointed straight to you
Every long lost dream lead me to where you are
Others who broke my heart they were like northern stars
Pointing me on my way into your loving arms
This much I know is true
That God blessed the broken road
That led me straight to you

I think about the years I spent just passing through
I'd like to have the time I lost and give it back to you
But you just smile and take my hand
You've been there you understand
It's all part of a grander plan that is coming true

Every long lost dream lead me to where you are
Others who broke my heart they were like northern stars
Pointing me on my way into your loving arms
This much I know is true
That God blessed the broken road
That led me straight to you

     MY GOODNESS! I feel so.....undescribable.

     I'm happy in a sense because I found out someone besides family loves me like I want them to, of course it doesn't help that these feelings were held back for about 3 years and he's leaving for college next year around January or whenever soon. I'm also happy because mom said she wants to trade in the van and get another vehicle, and then save for another one for me. (I was already planning on getting one with my tax refund, if it's possible.) Yesterday I took orders in the dining hall, and I came out even. (Which is what you want, if not with more money than you should have.) In fact, I even had to have a hundred skimmed from the register.....(that's a good thing, the manager puts it somewhere safe)

     I'm irritated in a sense because I haven't talked to Alicia in a while, and my phone has about 92 cents on it. I have 5 days before my phone payment gets drafted for the phone plan from an account that has the bare minimum in it. Last Wednesday, I worked Drive-thru (the change part) and ended up short by $12.86, so they are taking it out of my pay. It was my first time handling money like that, so I probably gave someone more change than I should have. In fact, I forgot to gie this one woman $8 in change. I swear, I didn't steal any of the money I was short by. I felt a lot better when a friend told me about how they were short $150 one time and then their manager put $20 in to make it not as bad. I was thinking about getting play money to work on my speed for counting...It took me a while to count yesterday before I could get on dining hall register. I had to count out a total of $100, but I came up with $99.60 after 20 minutes. So I recounted, this time I put it all on the counter in front of me, dimes, quarters and nickles by a dollar and then separated from the whole amounts if there were extra (like with the dimes, I put $8 by itself, and the 20 cents on the side and came out even. I was just like.whoo-hooot! They complain that I do things slow. But I know they don't complain when the customers get what they want.

     I have just a few moments before I have to go to work. And mom's irritating me. With everyone, it's like I don't know what I'm talking about and then they snap at me when I'm going to say something and then correct me before I even get it out. Just because someone lives with me doesn't mean they know me. Not completely. But it's whatever.

Ya'll take care now, ya hear?